Author’s note: For
point of view, instead of using a specific story to change viewpoints, I am
going to use a personal experience from running a race that I ran on April 22,
2013. It is a true story that happened while running and I could imagine what
the boy next to us was thinking.
Stride after stride. Breath after breath. Person after
person. Clap after clap. Smile after
smile, I ran the path to the finish.
Feeling the air whoosh across my face, I kept going. Hearing the spectators chant
and clap for the bypassing runners. Noisemakers from small children with their
faint voices calling out, cheering on the runners. Not step by step but leap by
leap, each time my foot dug into the concrete, I was one step closer to
completing the race. I wasn't alone. I had a few companions by my side. Not all
were wanted..
Anxious person after anxious person, Emily and I waited in
anticipation for the blow horn to sound, eager to cross our foot one small
placement over the line. We were waiting to begin so we were able to reach the
finish line in time to be on the news camera. Our bodies leaned forward,
hunched over to get a speedy start. The announcer said we would begin. The
countdown was called. “10, 9, 8, 7,” and the blow horn sounded. Emily and I
looked at each other in confusion. What
happened to 6 and the other numbers? I thought. Runners began to pass us.
Soon we both realized there was no other numbers to be called. We took off at 7.
Each individual running, were surrounding us as if we were a pack of wolves.
One boy specifically was purposely attempting to match our pace. He was about
eleven years old and it was obvious to Emily and I both that he was not a
trained runner.
Dig after dig in the ground, the boy was trudging his feet
along the grass and sidewalk. Exhaling uneven heavy breaths, he still wouldn't shake off of us. We would round a corner and he would begin to walk as if he
was done trying to stick with us. A long straightaway would be ahead of us and
of course the young boy would make a reappearance beside us. More heavy
breathing, dragging feet, it was getting very annoying for us to listen too
while running. As well, it made us uncomfortable to talk about the things we want
to talk about with this boy running right at our side. He would think we are
insane if we were acting our usual selves. Emily would bring up an inside joke
and we would receive a glare from him.
Sprint after sprint, we winded up the pace to full speed.
The finish line was just 100 meters away. Our strides were so long I felt as if
I could jump any hurdle. The crowd roared and commented at what a strong finish
we were displaying. One more step and we would cross the tape. Throughout the
viewers I could hear a question being asked “which girl will beat the other.”
That is the exact question that Emily and I were hoping would be asked. Before
the race we told each other we would run the whole thing together. About five
feet away, we grabbed hands and lifted them up in victory as we crossed the
line together. Exact tie.
I have to keep up. I
have to keep up. I can’t let two girls beat me. I can’t run alone. I want to be
in on conversations and have them keep me motivated. I will not let myself fall
behind. I have to keep my steps in rhythm with theirs. All these thoughts
were jumbled up in my head at the same time. They would begin to pull ahead of
me every once and awhile, my steps didn't sound anything like theirs, I wasn't exactly sure about any technique to use to finish strong, I had no experience with this whole running thing.
My goal was to stay running with them so I would be able to make it to the finish line, have a good finishing time, and not let two girls beat me. They both looked as if they were trained in the past to be able to run at least 3 miles steadily and easily. Both were wearing Merton Area Running Club tee- shirts. They had to be good.
I wished they would keep me motivated as I ran, by cheering me on as I tried to keep with them. I wouldn't blame them if they didn't. We didn't know each other and they were older than me anyways. Just with them in my presence would keep me going because of their speed. They didn't stop once.
My goal was to stay running with them so I would be able to make it to the finish line, have a good finishing time, and not let two girls beat me. They both looked as if they were trained in the past to be able to run at least 3 miles steadily and easily. Both were wearing Merton Area Running Club tee- shirts. They had to be good.
I wished they would keep me motivated as I ran, by cheering me on as I tried to keep with them. I wouldn't blame them if they didn't. We didn't know each other and they were older than me anyways. Just with them in my presence would keep me going because of their speed. They didn't stop once.
I was getting extremely tired and my muscles ached. I kept
pushing myself through it. My lungs felt heavy and I had a cramp in my side. I couldn't quite. Finally we were about 500 meters away from the finish. This was
a little over a quarter mile left to go. I hoped they would maintain their
speed and keep at this pace. I wanted to finish right next to them as we
crossed the line. Soon the distance left narrowed down to 100 meters. Almost
there. We were running in a clan when they suddenly just take off. Full out
sprint. I tried to catch them but I wasn't nearly as fast. Now I would finish by myself.
After my attempt to sprint it out I just felt like crying and giving up. I couldn't do this race. I shouldn't have tried. I began to start walking the last 100 meters.
Behind me a group of women were coming towards me running
for the finish. All of them began to clap and cheer and got me going with them.
We all ran as a big group and completed the race less than a minute after the
two girls I was originally running with. I was proud at how I did. I went up
and told the two girls that they were really good and I congratulated them. I
wish I could have kept up with them, but maybe another time.